Backstory:
I've always been overweight. Looking back through my life I can't remember a time when I wasn't "The Big Girl." It became an even bigger (no pun intended) problem when I was in university. I thought I was completely in control of everything, but of course I wasn't! I had ballooned up to a massive size 20 without even realizing it! That size was the largest I ever hit; after second year I was back to the size 18 I had ballooned to in first year and remained there until about a 15 months ago (2.5 more years).
Last January I finally decided enough was enough. Here I was pretending to be this happy, confident, independent and self-assured girl that I desperately wanted to be. Inside I was a pool of self esteem issues all based around my weight. I had no pre-conceived notions that losing weight would miraculously make everything in my life better, but I knew it was a good place to start. So I did.
Now, 15 months later I am down approx 80lbs, but have been stalled here for the past chunk of time. I've decided its time to start to refocus again and get back on track. I want to be able to say I've lost 100lbs. So now I'm making myself more accountable about what I am eating, doing and feeling in large part by starting this blog. Here we go...
I've always been overweight. Looking back through my life I can't remember a time when I wasn't "The Big Girl." It became an even bigger (no pun intended) problem when I was in university. I thought I was completely in control of everything, but of course I wasn't! I had ballooned up to a massive size 20 without even realizing it! That size was the largest I ever hit; after second year I was back to the size 18 I had ballooned to in first year and remained there until about a 15 months ago (2.5 more years).
Last January I finally decided enough was enough. Here I was pretending to be this happy, confident, independent and self-assured girl that I desperately wanted to be. Inside I was a pool of self esteem issues all based around my weight. I had no pre-conceived notions that losing weight would miraculously make everything in my life better, but I knew it was a good place to start. So I did.
Now, 15 months later I am down approx 80lbs, but have been stalled here for the past chunk of time. I've decided its time to start to refocus again and get back on track. I want to be able to say I've lost 100lbs. So now I'm making myself more accountable about what I am eating, doing and feeling in large part by starting this blog. Here we go...
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